Am I really missing you

As the day is approaching,
My heart starts pounding,
but this may be due to I am running very fast,
I think this will not long last,
And a question arising in this situation,
Am I really missing you,

The days were passing and nights were boring,
Infinity is the place which I kept staring,
In middle of the explosion,
I was standing without any motion,
When somebody shook me up, And I again start thinking,
Am I really missing you,

The world around me seems hazy,
And they start calling me crazy,
but I was just trying to set myself free,
This was just a part of my emotional spree,
but I was again asking myself,
Am I really missing you,

I think this dilemma can't be solved by running,
Its better to face than avoiding,
I isolated myself and start remembering the past,
Thoughts were running but seems to be glassed,
I was then shattered and falling apart,
And a voice came from deep inside my heart,
It said, "yes" I am really missing you.